Evening Music Plays 

The saxophone plays

I picture women, dancing

With suit clad men

Echoes from the Beats

And their Bebopping 

Friends

Passion and Tranquility

Some draw 

Strength from 

Passion 

Others from 

Tranquility 

Both are not 

Only valid 

But critical 

Depression’s Brutality 

Feeling failure
As i lack
The adoration
Of millions

Since i don’t
Possess a legacy
Where the future
Will study my relics,
A sense of reverence
Seeking proximity
To my memory

A few years changed everything 

In ’42
They were proud
Of their work

In ’45
Suddenly they became
The worst evil ever

Eyes finally opened
Stomachs churned
Too late for so many

Parenting Frustrations  

Clothes,
Simply…
Just clothes
Arguments burst forth
And I cant….

Children fighting
Like this thing
Defends innocent
Lives

No willingness to
Give, to attempt
Anything outside
The preconceived

“I won’t find
ANYTHING” in this
Place I’ve not yet
Seen.

Frustrated at my
Failure…
No understanding or
Trusting in my
Experience

All I’ve done
All I am;
Worthless

I am tired

Bicycles In The Rain

I spent many a day
Cycling in the rain
Seattle is my home,
After all

I must admit though
That the rain’s allure
Has waned
With these achy joints

Once I LISTENED to Music 

No longer 

Do I listen deeply 

Pulling apart 

Words, lyrics 

Melody 

Harmony 

Trying so hard 

To embrace

A song’s

Soul